Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Feeling His peace

For quiet sometime I've struggled with knowing how to know when God is speaking to me, or knowing how to know if he is really there. I recently had a big life change where I ended a relationship that had been a big part of me for quiet a few years, and although I don't know where God will lead that situation in the future, I do know that I felt a peace about it. Something was telling me that for now I needed to focus on re-building me.
Despite that fact I have felt that way it is still a hard situation letting go of someone or something in your life that has had a large impact for an extended period of time, and on one particular night I was feeling pretty down and just lost. I went out on a bike ride to try and clear my head, but was still just feeling like something was missing. A voice in my head kept telling me to turn on my music. I finally put my head phones on and switched my Pandora to a Christian rock group station and that's when I heard Him, God, telling me he loved me, and was here for me in a song I felt was speaking directly to me. And then another one came, and another, until I started feeling relaxed and at peace.
After my bike ride I got home and decided I needed to go for a run as well, but was worried cause my phone battery had been going low very quickly for last few weeks and I only had 50%  battery life. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to track how far I was going and listen to my Christian music without it dying on me. I took my chance and set off. Half way into my run I just smiled when I looked to see and my phone was still at the exact 54% it had been when I left the house. Another small blessing from God.
This may seem silly to other people, they  may question that God actually speaks to people through music, especially Christian rock. I feel that's how we miss him though. He is there trying to speak to us in things he knows we appreciate, weather it be a kind stranger on the street, a sweet word from our child, a beautiful sunrise or sunset, God is reaching out to us. We just need to look at the simple things to feel His peace.


A link to the song that I first heard.
http://www.godtube.com/watch/?v=09MC1CNU

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