This blog was started to try and keep me on track. Give me an outlet and away to share what i'm learning as I work on making my relationship with God stronger. The world we live in makes this very difficult and I have failed over and over again. I continue to go back to my old sins and I forget to turn to the one who created me and has always wanted whats best for me. I find it hard to follow the right path or even decide what the right path really is until it is to late, and I am so far off of it I don't know which way to turn.
Tonight I am not discussing a devotinal I have recently read or a song I have heard. Tonight I am just making a plea to God. Lately I have felt very lost and unsure of where I"m headed or what I am supposed to. I try to find my way to the right path, but on my own I am unable to let go of the burdens of my past that hold me back. Tonight I am make a plea to God to help guide me and show me the way. It seems I still try to make myself good enough to over come my sins before coming to him instead of allowing his grace to heal me. Tonight my plea is for God to show me how to let myself go. To give me the strength to admit and acknowledge I am nothing and unable to fix my problems on my own and that I can not make myself good enough for him. I am not good enough and will never be good enough for God, without God. I am a sinner, I will always be a sinner, and my plea tonight is for God to remind me that although I am a sinner I can be forgiven and made whole, but I will never be able to make myself whole I will never be good enough for God, until I let God heal me.
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